SO TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED!

Ok, not me sick and tired its Grant. Two weeks ago from last night Grant threw up in the middle of the night. Bummer, right? Well this has continued on and off for two weeks! I think we are getting better then that night he throws up again. We cant seem to get pass two nights of complete sleep. We went to the doctors for the 2nd time about this. And we were at the doctors from 8:30-11:00am. The good part was once they told me it was going be about 30 more min. We walked up to Walgreens to turn in the prescription. After doing so we stumbled upon an Icee machine there. Which made Gavin happy and I was ecstatic with my Dr.Pepper in crushed ice (Why is crushed ice so good?) When we got back to the doctors I was lucky enough to lay on top of Grant literally while they drew blood. That is really one of the worst things as a mother to do! The saddest part was Gavin's eyes were welling up with tears. He is so tender hearted. He hates to see any of us upset or hurt. Then we got home I was privileged enough to collect stool samples. UHHHH, what a day. Then this afternoon while I was driving to the grocery store. I just had a melt down. Why do our brains always take us to the most unpleasant places? I start thinking all the what horrible WHAT IF's? What if its cancer? What if they cant figure out what is wrong with him? What if he is never going to be better? Needless to say I am thankful for a husband who talks sense into me. We are meeting with a gastroenterologists Tues. and by then we should have heard back on his blood work and later next week we should know about the stool samples. Sorry I just needed to vent! And I guess as you can tell he is totally fine during the day....jumping on the trampoline, climbing out of his crib.....Who knows? But I think Im getting a pedicure tonight!